I really miss him. I can't wait until we're back on the same continent. The past 2.5 months have been hard, but somehow I think the next 2 will be harder. We've only been getting closer as the time goes. I find myself craving hugs and cuddles, real ones, not just the kind that happen when texting. I want to curl up on the couch with him and watch a movie and fall asleep on his shoulder. I want all the casual little touches that come with being in the same space. I just...I want him

I'm feeling kinda small right now and being away from home is hard.

I miss my Pengu...I wish I could have brought him with me :( he's probably so lonely without me

And all the stuff I left behind...my sippy cups and playdough and stuff...what if my parents find it?? I can't do anything though so if they find it I just gotta deal with it I guess. 

But yeah I guess i feeling small and vulnerable