Being new to ddlg, I find myself thinking back on my behavior in all my past relationships.And I start noticing things about myself back then. How I've never grown out of watching cartoons.How I absolutely start squealing and jumping for joy whenever I go into a toy store.How I love cordial cherries and squirming around in my seat as I suck the juices out of them.I love cute hair bows and make up a whole bunch. I always tend to lose interest in Men that don't seize the opportunities to dominate me even when I throw them out there.How I'm the only one who knows, until now, that if a man exercises real authority over me I crumble and melt and immediately become sweet and submissive.How I absolutely love to be spanked. And I don't like to take charge during sex. I want to be dominated. I don't want to have to worry about all the grown up stuff out there. Not all the time. It's so hard. But what makes me really sad is that the grown up me is 38 years old now.And the little me is just now emerging.Who's going to want little old me? I have stretch marks and loose skin from bearing children.And I'm not young and pretty like a 22 year old.But I'm a very very good girl with a little naughty streak.All I really want is it true Daddy Dom with strong eyes and real Authority who knows that I'M his little girl,and who will know exactly how to take care of me.I may never ever get that though.Maybe I'm too late.

Hello out there. so nice to see that there's a safe place for all of us to play. My name is Angel. I'm new to all of this, and I mean all of it. I'm discovering myself and discovering a new community. So just a little about myself...

 maybe a week ago I was on a different site and I ran into a Daddy Dom. He was very bossy and firm, but he was fun and fair and strong!. And it really got me hot. But I was really confused because I didn't know why. So, being a very smart girl, I started studying. And boy did I learn a lot. The first night I studied I didn't even get any sleep. Because there was so much to learn, and I wanted to be smart.

And it was by studying so hard and so good that I realized my last relationship was pretty much ddlg. I loved it when he would tell me I was a good girl.  When we got into arguments I would always yell at him and tell him he was a big meanie. he would look at me so funny, and he would tell me that I argue like a little girl. I love prancing around the house and making things for him to eat and having him praise me over and over for all the good things I did.  he kept me out of trouble and made sure I was doing the right thing all the time. And if I misbehaved... Well he got really fussy. And he would fuss fuss fuss and fuss and more. But he never hurt me, at least not with his hands. But he was sloppy Daddy. he wasn't a real daddy. And he was not a good daddy. He left me alone too many times and for way too long. so the last time he left me all by myself, it was for 12 days.   12 whole days without cuddles or kisses or check-ups. and it hurt me so bad. so my grown up self took my little self and hid her away.

 but now I'm lonely. Because the big meanie had to go. the grown-up me made him leave because he was not good for us. and now I'm curious.I hope someday I find me a daddy Dom who's really good to me.

So good luck to everybody out there and good luck to little me and I hope everybody gets what they want!

I'm quite excited about this site. Cx So yay.  

Glad to see our community is being represented finally.  Kudos to those from littlespace that made this a reality!

First blog post and hopefully not the last.

I wish this site well and hope I find my Little/Middle.