Hiiiii.... I dunno, im just hangin out and bored.... What y'all up to? 

Why does being little mess with the mind so? Clearly i want to be little i want to be cared for and i want to not worry about the adult world... But is it really possible to the level i want? Even for less time then i want? If i get what i want, do the ones giving it to me get what they want? How can i fully believe it? Its just so... It seems so impossible. To be happy doing all of the work? Sure... There could be 2 caregivers and a little... Or more whatever... But even then.... I dunno, random thoughts